What dreams may come...

If I ever had to describe myself in one sentence it would be;

"I am a planner"

I have prided myself on being a great planner, a planner who sets goals and achieves them. However I recently asked myself what the fun in that was? People often talk about what they would do if they won the lottery and they always know...I dont. Of course I would quit my job and make my life as fulfilling and as comfortable as possible...but how? What were my dreams...and it hit me...I have non...I am a planner, a realist...and realists dont have dreams...until now!

I have wanted to plan a few things recently;

1. Another healthy baby
2. A wedding
3. A house (not so much my dream as a family dream)

I planned my first child...to the point where I could tell you the day of conception...as interesting as that may be...for me anyway...it is not magical...it is not what dreams are made of...

Realists dont dream because they dont sleep. They are forever thinking and planning and doing. To dream we must switch off, we must sleep.

I am going to switch off...what dreams may come?